Tuesday, October 18, 2005

I'm a lazy girl

Just a heads up that I apologize for the delay but there's nothing new or exciting for me here. I guess it's because a lot of what's "new and exciting" is getting much more normal for me. Strange (but don't worry mom, I don't spit or anyting - at least not very well ...). I also realize how bizarre I am to some of the people here. I get my lunch to go quite often so I can eat and do some work in my room. I'm very often by myself because everyone has other things to do and while that is fine, it's just not something people here do. There is always a group or a community. Each person I meet has a "buddy" or best friend who goes everywhere with them. I guess I don't really have that. I mean, I'm friends with everyone, just not super connected. It feels a little lonely sometimes. I kinda miss not having people around all the time. I know I can easily go downstairs and make friends, but it's also hard knowing that I'm leaving in 2 months, and I know I'll never e-mail or keep in touch with them, because I do a crappy job with the friends I have, and I've loved them for years. Ahh, I guess I'm just a little homesick.

PS - if you want a postcard, send me your address, especially if you just moved to a new house which I hope is cleaner and getting to feel more like a home...

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